Fall is around the corner, school has started. This year is different for me, I graduated this past May. This is the first time since pre-k that I don't have a school schedule. I'm currently thinking about graduate school, but I've been feeling somewhat empty. I think it's because I've lost my schedule and most importantly my safety net. I'm constantly asked what's next, this question always bothers me. It seems like I can't escape this question-- I even ask myself what I'm going to do next on a daily basis. I've realized it is fine and I'll figure it out but it's hard. The idea to relax and just go with the flow is not something easy to do, its a hard request for anyone. Everyone has gone back to school shopping while I'm sending out applications, hoping to start my career.